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[Dec. 28th, 2004|12:34 pm] |
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I don't know what I do but never seems like I can make things right. I come back to work and I have custoemrs that are mad at me for taking a day off. I would like to see my family too. But I guess that does not matter to anyone. Someone even emailed my back up on christmas day and expected a reply that day. Where do people get off doing stuff like that thinking that we should never have a day off or always be here so that they can yell at us. I have something to tell all of them, GET A CLUE, I am not your slave I do not work just for you. I hate the fact that they want me to cater to them but dont like it when I have somthing I have to do or want to do. I can not make anyone happy with anything I do. Seems that everyone is mad at me and I have no clue why. I can't plan anything right, stupid little things make my life miserable. I dont' understand why everything is blow out of porportion. Personally I don't know what to do, I am at a loss once again and not sure I will ever find the way out. Everyone wonders why I am so negative sometimes well I have heard it all my life and after a while you start to belive it. Everyone always on your case what is a person to do. Everyware you turn there is someone bad mothing some part of your lift they are unhappy with. What is a person to do. Oh well enough of that. So Chistmas was good, got me a water filter and cutting board, Dodgeball, Ratchet and Clank, parts to build me a new computer, a fan for my living room, and some more I can't think straight right now to figure it out. I don't know what to do these days it is like I am in a never ending hole and getting deeper everyday. Well going to take a break from this and my lunch is in a a bit so I will pick back up later. |
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| WoW What a week |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|05:57 pm] |
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Sorry I have not updated latley but what can I say, It has been a very very busy week. Alot of good stuff has happened this week but it has been so crazy to stop and think about it. I will not disclose the good stuff until it is forsure but I will tell yall when I know for sure. Seems like work gets crazier every day but I think I can manage, just stay clam. Again this weekend I am going back home. I have a long 4 hr drive again but it will be well worth it. I have to get some shopping done with my sister n law and if I have enough time I am going to fix my dads comtpuer. Wow I got busy again and could not finishe typing what I wanted to. I will try and update this later thiw weekend with all that I wanted to say. See ya later. |
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| Watching the clock |
[Nov. 19th, 2004|06:32 pm] |
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I sit here at work watching the clock waiting until the second I can log out and get on my way. Where am I off to? Well for one I will be off work and finished with yet another week. It seems like they never stop coming. I get to rest up and relax for a while until it starts all over again. The second reason, I get to go back home and spend time with my nephews, and most important I get to spend time with my boyfriend, J.R. We have been together about 4.5 years now. We don't live in the same area anymore and that is my fault. I moved 4 hrs away to get a fresh start and to get a better job. I was going to school taking classes I didn't need to keep my two part time jobs. I have so much I could spill out here but I will have to stop for now. It is time for me to log out and start my 4 hr drive. I will be back, you all have a good weekend. |
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